New Gabber Mix!

These are the tracks, in order than I played at Embedded Entertainment's first Filth party this past Summer. There was no recording from the night so I just re-made it. It's a one shot, one hour mix with no post production at all, so essnetially live.

DJ FUZZBOY - FILTH <--- click to download it!

Tha Playah - Why So Serious (Neophyte Records)
Placid K – Compagneros *Endymion remix* (Atlantis Records)
Negative A – 2 Much Hate (D.N.A.)
Mad Dog - Here Comes The Madness (Traxtorm Records)
Kasparov – Magic *Accelerator remix* (Megarave Records)
Hellsystem - Mad Pimp (Hardcore Blasters)
Headbanger – I Am A Nightmare Walking (Megarave Records)
Chrono – Murder (Megarave Records)
Accelerator – Back On The Scene (Offensive Records)
Ophidian & Ruffneck - So Many Sacrifices (Enzyme Records)
Tha Playah – Mastah Of Shock *Angerfist remix* (Neophyte Records)
T-Junction & Rudeboy - How Soon We Forget (Masters Of Hardcore)
Ophidian – Lost In The Forrest *Prankster remix* (Rotterdam Records)
Tha Playah & MC Alee - Always Right (Neophyte Records)
Tha Playah – Bounce Back (Neophyte Records)
Hellsystem vs. DJ D - Something To Fear (Hardcore Blasters)
Tha Playah – Walking The Line (Neophyte Records)
Alien-T – Bullets In Their Heads (Traxtorm Records)
Negative A & Counterfeit – Present Danger (D.N.A.)

Nice Horse

I once went to see horse races with my ex's dad and her little brother. I think she had gone to play slots with her mom, I don't really remember since I ended up getting really drunk. I pretty much just picked some horses to win based on their names and possibly some of the numbers listed beside them, but I really didn't care... there was beer and it was cheap.

At one point I turned to this guy who was with us (possibly a co-worker of my ex's dad) pointed to 2 hick guys and a girl and said “Watch this I am going to walk over there, take that fat guy's hat and put it on then put my arm around that girl and walk away with her after I tell the skinny dude to fuck off”. The guy I am with laughs at me and tells me that if I can do it he will buy me 3 more beers.

I have no idea exactly how I did it but I strolled over and started talking to them, eventually I grabbed fatties cowboy hat and put it on, told the other guy to fuck off and walked over to the bar with the girl and bought her a drink. There have been several times where I it's amazing that I didn't end up dead, this wasn't one of them but I sure as hell should have gotten beat up.

Buffalo Birthday Party!

Not dead

So I am still alive, but alive and looking for a job. My formerly structured life is now a mess of trying to get from place to place in a timely manner while seeing people and sending emails all the time. Looking for a job isn't that bad, but trying to re-start your carrer is pretty hard.

Regardless it seems that blogging was one of the first things I stopped doing, the second was having a healthy breakfast every weekday.

Writing on here (and the other places before this) has always been a way of escaping from what I have to do, with my newly forced freedom I have nothing to escape aside from the crap boredom that sets in daily.